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Kill Me June
02:33
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im gonna die before the fall dont look inside my aching skull fill up my eyes with alcohol set them alight twin fireballs i have a bubble head it wont stop till im dead its way too warm in june beneath the moon my tummy fucking hurts i swear my eyes dont work so kill me june deflate my brain balloon im gonna die before the fall dont look inside my aching skull fill up my eyes with alcohol set them alight twin fireballs im feeling strange today my dreams wont go away i am the son of june inside a solar womb my teeth will all decay but i wont age a day so kill me june sing me my favorite tune im gonna die before the fall dont look inside my aching skull fill up my eyes with alcohol set them alight twin fireballs im gonna die im gonna die im gonna die im gonna die here comes the sun im gonna cry as its rays burn everyone im gonna die fuck everyone im gonna burn out my eyes like tiny suns
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i am a bird in the sky a gross eagle i know its certain ill die cuz im evil i am a bird in the sky a gross eagle i know its certain ill die cuz im evil there is a hole in the ground and it sees me i know im only around when its easy i say i cry all the time but its not true my body wont cry unless i dont want to the clouds were sharp like a razor this morning and each one looked down at me and said no more warnings there is no reason the sun is still breathing i watch it bleed from the gums every evening i see myself on the ground and i vomit im flying straight to my own future hospice i ask my friends what im like and they dont know so at the end of my life save a photo this bird is covered with slime just like my skin im dripping red while i wonder why am i so violent i am a bird in the sky a gross eagle i know its certain ill die cuz im evil i am a bird in the sky a gross eagle i know its certain ill die cuz im really evil
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I.R.L. Loser
02:06
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i could pull the carpet from underneath my feet eating utter shit for everyone i know to see i swear ill fuckin do it just tell me that i wont im gonna ruin my life but i cant do it alone we can spit in the thunderstorm at my fuck you aches im in a big dead band and i forgot how to play i dropped my cell phone in a bottomless pit im a real life loser so i might as well quit so let me be a snowman and you can be the sun seven billion years from now youll murder everyone ill be long departed a fraction of the sea this is my coffin and its perfect for me we can spit in the thunderstorm at my fuck you aches im in a big dead band and i forgot how to play i dropped my cell phone in a bottomless pit im a real life loser so i might as well quit im serious i dont want the money and i dont want the fame i just want the planet to be engulfed by hellish flame i swear we all deserve this please tell us that we dont im gonna kill the earth but i cant do it alone you can spit in the thunderstorm on my fuck you grave im in a big dead band and i forgot how to play i dropped my jawbone in a portal to hell im a real life loser and im sick of myself
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Pipe Dream
03:32
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deeper still lobotomy fever kills monotony sweeter than the evil thoughts you wish were the anomaly you dont think they care sweetie youre so hard to reach even with a thousand affirmations youd be wallowing you dont wanna see things through just hold on until you do youve got fucking power in you even when youre feeling blue you say people suck honey if you only knew everybodys watching from the sidelines and supporting you remember your pipe dream suicide september it feels so nice to die impending afflictions on your mind depend on your mood swings just to try surrender the hole behind your eyes pretend for a second youll be fine remember your pipe dream suicide september it feels so nice to die sit around the fire pit act like youre not hiding shit something in between you and the friend group that you try to fit you know youre a mess kiddo just be proud of it its ok if every time youre home alone you cry a bit you bet everybody knows when youre down it really shows lie in bed on saturday and wish that you could decompose you say that youre stuck baby everybody grows just keep moving forward and youll figure out the highs and lows remember your pipe dream suicide september it feels so nice to die impending afflictions on your mind depend on your mood swings just to try surrender the hole behind your eyes pretend for a second youll be fine remember your pipe dream suicide september it feels so nice to die
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tvnnelz
00:53
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ive been trapped inside these tunnels now for twenty fucking years armed with tunnel digging shovels and the tunnels tween my ears and my seven letter fear has got my scent like its a shark im not a child why do i fear the dark
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Bathtub
02:08
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i could piss on my depression if i got out of my head oh id drown myself in the bathtub but i cant get out of bed oh i know that no one will want to be my friend no matter how many texts i send i could sit here on the sidewalk for another couple years i could burn the fucking mess thats made its home between my ears i should never ever ever ever face my fears i should face my fears i could piss on my depression if i got out of my head oh id drown myself in the bathtub but i cant get out of bed oh i know that no one will want to be my friend no matter how many texts i send
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Delete Yourself!!
02:49
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theres such a whole fucking hole in my heart in the hole in the heart of my brain some kind of fucking monster i have a home in my heart for the dark is this constant oral pain enough to make me see a doctor i fucking know that im going insane the places that i hate but i cannot explain im not a nihilist i just cant reconcile this harm or these scars as the mark of a god with a brain i cough up teeth in my sleep and grins my hands into meat im seeing demons on the street i think my dreams are leaking i wanna sleep for weeks but my feet wanna grind on the ground to the bone just delete me i dont know who the fuck i am i just wanna know who the fuck i am who the fuck am i who the fuck are you theres such a whole fucking hole in my heart in the hole in the heart of my brain some kind of fucking monster i have a home in my heart for the dark is this constant oral pain enough to make me see a doctor
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American Toad
02:00
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i am the furnace that swallows your brainwaves and retches up filth in the sea my brain is burning im closing my eyes im the last thing i wanted to be in heavens basement theres a videotape that can kill you in ten seconds flat so lets get wasted cuz nothing on earth could come close to comparing to that i am the furnace we are the furnace that swallows the world until everything looks just like me i am the furnace we are the fucking furnace im closing my eyes im the last thing i wanted to be i wanna live beneath the sea i cant believe this is me my soul has cancer ill excise a tumor and you can watch me disappear there goes my anchor my skin is transparent cuz i died in a car crash last year look all around you theres a trillion ghosts and each one has a story to tell looks like they found you all of your friends made a promise to drag you to hell i am the furnace we are the furnace that swallows the world until everything looks just like me i am the furnace we are the fucking furnace im closing my eyes im the last thing i wanted to be i wanna live beneath the sea i cant believe this is me i am the furnace we are the furnace that swallows the world until everything looks just like me i am the furnace we are the fucking furnace im closing my eyes im the last thing i wanted to be i wanna live beneath the sea i cant believe this is me
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every plane that goes by could be the fabric of the sky giving way and tearing down the middle till it splits in two into another circle of inferno i fall and i fade into the living room i pray one day that the world will end but ill stay alive to watch it happen again big bang after big bang people dying and its such a shame big bang after big bang people dying and its such a shame i know today that the world will end i wont be alive to see it ever again big bang after big bang people dying and its such a shame big bang after big bang people dying and its such a shame i wanna know what happens after things die is it like sleeping alone or do they sing in the sky dont bury me underground thats way too close to hell but dont cremate me either thats like damnation as well i know that its stupid to make these kinds of plans but if theres really a heaven id rather not take the chance i want my corpse to float so string me up with balloons and tell my grandmothers ghost that ill be visiting soon big bang after big bang people dying and its such a shame and from the heavens ill hang people dying and its such a shame
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just look up the lyrics to since u been gone by kelly clarkson
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hey man could you spare a moment to mutilate my infected ego are you sure you really need that your self esteem is at a self inflicted low please do not call me back this phone will self destruct im talking to myself again fuck i crave a different kind of blood i stomp my face into the mud and kick the teeth out of my head my mouth is filling up with red i crave a different kind of blood i stomp my face into the mud and kick the teeth out of my head i fucked the garden up again im sorry this planets moving further from the sky hey why the fuck can i see evil spirits in your eyes and whats the fucking difference between holes and lightning rods and whats the fucking difference if i am an act of god i crave a different kind of blood i stomp my face into the mud i am a hole i am a fraud am i a demon am i god i am a hole i am a fraud am i a demon am i god i am a hole i am a fraud am i demon am i god am i a demon am i god am i a demon am i god
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Young Love/Young Killer
04:13
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young love i cant love myself cuz every time i look in the mirror i see somebody else id bite my tongue to make me fall in love with what is me i am a hazard to my health i live inside of my own self im breaking through the wall between my chest and these white fucking walls inside of me theres so much to be afraid of me afraid of you afraid of you becoming afraid of me but im afraid today is not my day a day where my teeth cut my tongue in half young love ill just close my eyes and when i open them my heart already died id bite my tongue in half to never see a picture of my face so young love keep me in your mind i tripped and fell over the line ill shove my fist into my throat and grab my heart and make it die inside of me theres so much to be afraid of me afraid of you afraid of you becoming afraid of me but im afraid today is not my day bite my tongue in bite my tongue in bite my tongue in bite my tongue in bite my tongue in bite my tongue in bite my tongue in bite my tongue in bite my tongue in bite my tongue in bite my tongue in bite my tongue in bite my tongue in bite my bite my tongue in bite my tongue in half young killer young killer i always thought i would be much chiller now your fingers on the trigger its a win win win young killer young love young killer in a picture in the mirror in a minute in a sinner young love cant love young killer bullet fuck me through the brain so clean i never learned to count past seventeen theres oh so much to hate inside of me oh so much to hate inside of me oh so much to hate inside of me oh so much to hate inside of oh so much to hate bullet fuck my brain i never learned to count on being me young killer young killer bite your tongue in half young killer take a picture of the mirror im afraid im afraid oh so much inside of me theres so much to be afraid of i would bite my tongue in half to be afraid of you bullet fuck me through the brain so clean i never learned to bite my tongue so young so dumb young love i cant love myself when i look in the mirror im a hazard to my health im breaking through im biting through im fighting you young love young killer no tongue young killer young love in the mirror young killer dumb killer young love cumeater fucked up real winner shit kicker blood spiller young love young killer
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CUMEATER
02:10
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vodka and toothpaste on tuesday does not taste like i am okay with the piss in my heart dreaming of dying in a burning building in a burning building in a burning building i can do anything i want to i can ruin all of my friends its like getting older and killing yourself its like not seeing anything through the the end im sorry i lay down in traffic last sunday i cant help but think that god wants me to die cuz why else would he create railroads and poison and let me have dreams and not let me cry its like watching all of your friends become humans its like squeezing tight on a fistful of glass i wanted to say that im sorry for this that im sorry that i think that i will not last
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This Is How It Is Now
05:38
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oh my god im gonna be like this forever
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