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do you ever get scared of reflections?
hide your smile from their eyes they don’t want to see you shine
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los angeles i am choking
i’m so alone my shades are never open
everything i own is breaking
my face wears out i become more misshapen
the air fills with toxic waste
carry me far from this toxic place
los angeles is choking me
please just let me breathe yeah
the air fills with toxic waste
bury me far from this toxic place
los angeles is choking me
please just let me breathe yeah
i’m choking
i’m choking
los angeles los angeles im choking
i can’t sleep my lungs are clogging
these streets were born to hate the people walking
my friends all have better friendships
i hate myself for feeling deep resentment
los angeles just end it
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there are things in the distance that weren’t there before
all the houses have lights off so why are the doors
all ajar
where’s the sound of the cars
the blue light’s not heaven we’re all gonna burn
you can show me a lesson but fuck if you think i can learn
i can burn
it might be the pig system
it might be the dog star
i might make a big difference
the end might be not far
their eyes are above you their face is the sky
they’re watching you live yeah they’re watching you waiting to die
i can see them inside
they are sowing their spit engineering the end
i can see your mechanical face you’re not you you are them
you are them
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i want to see the evil entity and feel
like the horror lurking in my house isn’t real
i want to see my life on video to tell
that i’m not living inside somebody else’s hell
watching scary movies on dvd
i wish that that would happen to me
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a trillion lines in the sky that intersect
we’re the flies in the mind fear spiderweb
cattle planet nothing here is permanent
there’s a panic seeping through the firmament
experiment on innocent lives
alien parasite growing inside
strange creatures burrow underneath my skin
replace my veins with an outerspace power grid
mental power sparking like a surge
glowing eyes leylines converge
alien unleashing of mind
mutant executioner of humankind
i saw weird worms
come down from the sky
they flow through me
now i cannot die
i saw weird worms
inside my arm
i’m a creature of Grief
and i can’t be harmed
i saw weird worms
we’re not alone
my psychic blade
burns mind and bone
i saw weird worms
i do not sleep
i am the wolf
in the world of sheep
degrading neurons
decaying flesh
no ground to stand on
none left to thresh
fix me now dont fucking abandon me
you put this sentient carnivore brand on me
you changed me then left me stranded here
rotting hulk of the weird worms that landed here
lying dormant for a score of centuries
this grey disc is a global penitentiary
cast aside their work has been done
insidious agents move toward the next sun
derelict this earth is a husk
meaningless home of an infinite dusk
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i know who you are know who you are
i would recognize you anywhere
you’re the enemy
you’ll be killing me
bomb strapped to your chest on a short fuse
blank soul you’ve got nothing to lose
got a badge from the shadow surveillance kill groups
don’t shoot me
i know who you are
assassin from the eye
you came to end my life
but i don’t wanna die
are the people in this theater real?
are they archons honed in on my fear?
don’t you feed on me
don’t drain my energy
you’ll do anything they pump your mind with
you don’t care who or what you align with
i can see the dark doctrines that you’ve been primed with
i see you
i know who you are
assassin from the eye
you came to end my life
and now i’m gonna die
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i am the mother of all bombs
the werewolf they warned you about
i’m project bluebird incarnate
i am the shadow of doubt
i’m a symbol, i’m a sign
i’m a sequence, i’m 999
i’m a pattern, i’m a design
i was not made here, i am divine
i am the system’s convergence
i was not born i was found
i am a god from the stone age
whose image was etched in the ground
i am a grid in the cosmos
reflecting a map of the brain
i am a spoke on the great wheel
whose function would drive you insane
tetragrammaton gematria
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everyone leaves
everyone goes away
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safe [Bot Blocker]
02:47
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can you feel your knuckles are they bleeding
throw your eyes up to the ceiling
messages etched into cement
everything is placed on purpose for you
set in patterns to destroy you
the world is billions of false events
these chemicals, corrupt my brain
they cloud my eyes, and now my only goal is to be safe
from secret groups that want to see me dead
converging on my bed, it is not in my head
i swear to god someone is gonna kill me
have you seen the lights that draw your focus
and swarm across your eyes like locusts
they’re keeping you under control
it’s not paranoia it’s my power
huddled in my room for hours
i have to stay where their eyes can’t go /
if you close your eyes you won’t have to see them coming
if you close your fucking eyes you won’t have to see them coming
these chemicals, corrupt my brain
they cloud my eyes, i think i’m gonna fucking suffocate
from secret groups that want to see me dead
converging on my bed, it is not in my head
i swear to god someone is gonna kill me
fingerprints on every single surface
evidence of dark incursions
i don’t know, no i don’t know, no i don’t know how i can be safe
i swear to god someone is gonna kill me
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dracula [Forbidden Cure]
02:25
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sometimes i look in the mirror
late at night when there’s no one awake i can call
and the image i see gets much clearer
and i wish that i had no reflection at all
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stress and fire in a broken brainstem
fucking up my neck from dreams of mayhem
i can’t take another day of bullshit
screaming from my mind like the devil’s pulpit
there has got to be a way to get free
of these artificial chains that choke me
conscious thought is grinding down my system
thinking fucks my brain like a sharpened piston
think i’ll just go to bed
i wake up with a headache
headache
thrashing crashing like a wounded robot
who would have imagined hell was so hot
taking out my rage on mute bystanders
wielding mental fear like a cursed zweihander
one foot anchored in a new dimension
violence guiding me through a raw ascension
running out of empty homes to hide in
bullet fucks my brain and im past the horizon
bleeding a mirror into the rug
i wake up with a headache
headache
a migraine is a portal to the matrix through the soul
and the pain is the pang of the hunger to slip away beyond control
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i don’t know why i keep on feeling this way
that’s a fucking lie have to get out of LA
i don’t know how to make this turn out okay
i’m out i’m done i’m fucking sick of myself
been alone way too much turns out i’m bad for my health
hey me fuck you don’t try to act like this city’s the one that smells
i don’t wanna walk around
i wanna sit in my room and atrophy
i hate this city but i know it’s just a reflection of me
i wake up feel like shit and then i rinse and repeat
did someone flip a switch is this because of 5g
i’ve got no thoughts that don’t revolve around consumer technology
cut me the fuck off and send me home in a box
wrap me up in tin foil and dump me off of a dock
i’m fucked i’m so fucked,stuck in a city where the air looks like it’s fog
for the past two or three months i’ve felt so dark and so alone
i guess what i’m afraid of is that this darkness might follow me back home
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13. |
BLUE BEAM
01:53
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