every time that i try to be me
i see horrible things in my head i cant breathe
i keep biting my tongue and its starting to bleed
i hope no one can tell that im a freak
everyone knows that im a freak
ill stay at home and try to sleep
everyone knows that im a
i want to love myself but we cant get everything we want
decaying mental health makes me feel like a ghost without a mansion or a plot of land to haunt
i finally closed my eyes dreamed i was drowning in the depths
choking and sinking while im clutching at my throat im screaming out but no ones showing up to help
i took myself too far now no one wants to be my friend
cant even play guitar but here i am creating shitty music with computer instruments
my eyes are open now skin caked in slime and grease and sweat
the sour fills my mouth and makes me say the shit that im afraid to ever let out of my head
Floor-to-ceiling Boris ragers! It’s like they looked back on songs like Statement and Woman On the Screen and said “let’s do a whole album like that!” Most of these tracks don’t even pass 3 minutes! Zerkalo holds up the middle with some anguished doom.
In the end, *NO* is as strong and declarative as it’s title. Brian Parker
Sweetly melancholy bedroom pop is rarely as actually vulnerable and personal as it is in this Australian artist's hands. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 21, 2018
All proceeds from Julia Julian frontperson Max Ripps' experimental indie pop EP will be donated to Philadelphia Community Bail Fund. Bandcamp New & Notable Dec 17, 2020